JiWa KaCaU,OtAk MeReNg...

Tjok mcm prah jew pown... Ha,ny mmang kes prah... Bkan nk prah dh,tpy thap krtkal dh ny... Uik,mcm dsyat jew ctew ny... Bgi aq mmang dsyat,tpy bgi korg xtaw ar.. Frst rme,bnda ny jdy dlm idup aq... Cm new erk,nk mla.. Klar,aq mla dri cni... Aq cllu ar fb ngn cowg mmat ny... Nma dy xleyh ar ksi taw an.. Bkan sjew stkat fb,tpy kdang2 kmi mcg gk ha... Uik,aq bkan crang.. Aq just anggp dy kwan jew... Kt dy ar aq dowk luah prob aq... Dy pown cma gk.. Mcm mmbrz baek ar kta an... Kmi mmang rpat.. Tpy aq xpnah bgi taw cpa2 pown psal ny.. Dy pown dh taw aq adew boyz,tpy dy sngle.. Xdew awex... Enth ar btoi kew x an... Dy dew mntx cple ngn aq.. Tpy aq xmaw ar an.. Aq dh adew pkwe... Aq ckap kt dy,aq just anggp dy cm bst prend aq jew... So,c2 ari ny,aq bka fb,dy pown on9 gk.. Aq tgok sttus dy brbah.. Adew relationship with smeone an.. So,aq xdew niat lngsng nk tnya cm 2... 2 hk dy ar an... Apew aq ksah... Dowk ecok 2 aq jmpa dy,ha bkan maen aty2 ag aq tkowt kntoi ngn boyz aq... Kmi smbang cm bsa ar.. Ps2 dy bka ctew sl fb, dy ckap bdak dlm fb 2 cousin dy... Dy nk tlog cousin dy spya ex cousin dy xkco dh.. So,aq pown cyew ar... Dowk mlm 2 aq on9 cm bsa.. Aq tgok grlz 2 pown on9.. Ntah cm new,aq trniat nk tnya grlz 2 yg dy awex boyz 2 kew..?? Bkan pew,cbb dy bwu jew ps mntx cple ngn aq... Bkan maen dgil ag boyz 2.. Aq ckap aq xmaw n dh adew pkwe... Brblek blek pda aq tnya grlz 2.. Ha,grlz 2 pown ngku ar an.. Pnyer geam aty aq cbb boyz 2 tpu aq... Blat2 slma ny aq kna tpu... Yg uart aq pling geam,dy maen2 an prsaan awex dy 2... Cian grlz 2 aw... Dy bkan maen ag cyg an boyz 2... Aq pown chat ar ngn dy.. Dy ctew cmuanyer kt aq... Bwu aq taw yg cmuanyer... Aq pown mcg ar boyz 2.. Aq maah ar dy cbb dy tpu aq,cbb dy maen2 an prsaan awex dy 2... Aq ckap ar kt dy,psny jgn kco idup aq dh.. Dy bkan maen ag, mnfi an cmua 2.. Nk tpu aq ag ar 2... Pnyer ar geam aty aq.. Dy dowk antr mcg, aq xblas c2 pown.. Dowk cok 2, wex dy 2 chat aq, dy ckap dy ngn boyz 2 dh ptos.. Boyz 2 ckap, boyz 2 plih aq... Gler kew apew,boyz 2.. Aq geam gler2 ar an.. Ps2,aq pown mcg boyz 2.. Aq ckap kt dy,pew sl dy uart cm 2 an.. Dy ckap dy nk aq.. Gler btoi... Cian awex dy.. Aq tkowt awex dy sngka aq ny pmsnah ubngan lpa.. So,aq ckap ar an, yg aq dh dew pkwe.. Nseb baek ar,grlz 2 pham.. Dy ckap cmua ny bkan slah kmi, tpy slah boyz 2.. Cian gler ar.. Cmpai kew ariny, boyz 2 dowk mcg aq yg dy an tggu aq... Gler kowt.. Aq dh adew pkwe... Aq xan lyan ar boyz 2 dh... Aq xan lyan mna2 boyz dh.. Aq tkowt bnda cm ny brulang ag.... Aq dh srik....

Oh,TdAkKkK......!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh,tdak... Dy excdnt..??? Tme aq dngar jew b'rita yg dy excdnt, mcm nk lruh jew slruh jntung aq... Bdan aq lmah, xbrmya ag... Air mta aq mla mnglir sprti air sngai... Aq asew cm nk mnjrit jew tme 2... Cousin aq xhnty2 cba tnang an aq... Tpy, aq xbleyh tnang.. Cm new aq nk tnang dlm k'adaan mcm ny.. Dy sdang k'sktan,mnhan k'sktan sorg dri... Aq kt cny xmmpu nk uart apew2... Aq nk g tgok dy, tpy tba2 jew ujn trun.. Ujn 2 mcm mngrti k'sdhan yg aq almi... Aq hnya mmpu brdoa dn brdoa jew towk dy... Xptos2 aq pnjat an doa towk dy... Muda2han,dy xtrok...  Cdeyh cgt cbb aq xdpat g tgok dy... Aty aq xtnang, aq xdpat apew2 brta ag dri dy.. Brpluh2 kly aq cll tpy xdew yg ankt... Aq trus cba n mncba... Akhrnyer,mk dy ankt... Mk dy ckap k'cdraan yg dy almi xar trok cgt... DY still idup n bleyh brjlan ag.. Lga Ckit aty aq dngar... Alhmdllah, dy slmat... Lga aty aq... Tpy,pgi tdy dy cll aq, dy g taw yg dy nk g osptal blek cbb nk bgi drah n nk ex-ray... Exray..????? Prktaan 2 yg uart aq tkowt blek... Aq arp cgt2, xan brlku prkra bruk kt dy... Smpai skrang aq still xdpat brta apew2 ag dri dy... Ya Allah, Kau slmatkn lah org yg aq syg... Slmatkn lah dy... Jauhi lah dy dri sbrang bhya.... Amin.... Hmmm, aq isaw... Aty aq xsnang... Aq syg dy.. Aq xmaw khlngan dy dh... Hmmm.. :'(

"EGO" !!!!

Ego..??? Adkah aq ego..?? Adkah aq ksar..?? I2 yg sring d'kta an oleh Si dy... D'sbb an ego aq 2 lar hbngan kmi kni hmpir rtak... Smua gra2 aq... Aq xpnah nk hrgai dy tme dy d'ssi aq dlu... Aq cllu uart prngai... Aq sllu maah2 dy... Kni,aq kspian... Kspian d'sbb an ego aq... Dy mkin mnjauh an dry dri aq... Dy mkin mnypi... Knpa bdo sngt aq ny..??? Knpa aq xpnah nk hrgai ape yg dew dpan aq...?? Knpa aq mcm ny...??? sbb ego aq sndry lar kni aq mrna... Aq still syg an dy... Aq wndu an dy... Aq wndu snyuman dy... Dn yg xpling aq lpa,Dy sllu kjut an aq pgi2... Engt an aq wk2 solat... Tpy kni,smua 2 dh xdew... Yg ade hnya lar knngan... Smpai dh jdy cm ny agpown aq still ego... Still xmaw mnglah.. Bdohnyer aq... FATIMAH..... Knpa kau jdy mcm ny..?? Knpa kau ego sngt...?? Cba lar mnglah dmi hbngan korg... Jgn tpu dri sndri Fatimah... Jgn tpu aty n prsaan kau... Sumpah,aq syg gler kt dy... ptowtkah aq pjok dy..??? Mhukah dy mmbri aq pluang ke-2..?? Aq taw,dy msty xbleyh lpa kta2 ksat yg tlah aq lmpar an pda dy... Kau sllu skit an aty dy.. Bleh d'kta an ari2.. Smpai cousin kau sndry kshan pda dy.. Tpy kau,pnah ksian pda dy..?? Xpnah lngsng... Rsa brslah pown ak... Klo uart slah sllu xmngku... Ari2 kau maah dy.. Kau tduh dy bkan2... Kau tpu dy,kau mcg ngn lki laen.. Kau hncur an aty dy Fatimah... Pnah ak kau sdar smua 2.. Skrang ny bwu kau mnysal... Bwu kau nk hrgai dy... kau asew dy nk kew bgi pluang kt kau ha Fatimah..??? Knpa kau ska sgt maen an prsaan owg..?? Knpa kau sksa dy..?? Fatimah oitt,kau sdar xyg kau sllu sksa dy..??? Xbleh kew kau buang ego kau 2..?? Ha,pdan mka kau,... Skrang tgok ape dh jdy..?? Hahahaha.. PADAN MUKA KAU FATIMAH !!!!.... 

Harith,owg mntx maaf slma ny owg sllu skit an aty dy... Owg ego.. Tpy owg syg dy... Owg syg dy sgt2... Owg mnysal.. Owg mntx maaf... Owg jnjy lpas ny owg xan lka an aty dy dh... Owg jnjy... Maaf an owg... Kmbli lar dlam idup owg.. Owg wndu an dy... 

Aq syg dy... syg sgt2... Aq mnysal ngn skap aq sndri... Dy lar insan yg sgt2 mmhmi aq... Blom pnah aq jmpa insan sprti dy... dy lar insan yg dh aq plih towk brtkhta d'aty aq kini dn slmanyer..