Sunday, March 20, 2011

KnPa Aku???

Bca jew tjok korg msty trtnya2 an ngn tjok 2... Knpa aq..???... Expcially not knpa aq but knpa ngn aq...???... So, bla d'rngkas an jdy ar knpa aq...???
Korg nk taw, prngai aq skang ny mkin trok ngn s'dy... Cian gk kdang2 aq tgok dy...

    Ktaorg bwu ps gdoh ny... Bb hl kcik jew skang ny kmi cka gdoh.. Mkin trok skang ny ubngan kmi.. Stiap saat kmi msty nk gdoh... Dew jew dy uart xkna kt mta aq... Knpa ngn aq ny..????... Knpa msty aq uart prngai lma blek..... Aq xsngka weyh, dy tngking aq tdy... Dy ckap " klo xcyew, c u.. Bye2"... Trkjowt aq weyh... Xsngka dy an ckap mcm 2....

   Clma ny dy an brlmbut ngn aq.. Mcm new pown aq maah dy, tdoh dy, dy an uart lwak... Kly ny xdew dh cmua 2... Slah aq kew..???... Yess, slah aq.... Aq dh brubah... Tlog aq, aq nk jdy dri aq yg dlu... Aq nk jga ubngan kmi... Aq nk ubngan kmi cm dlu.. Appy mcm dlu.... Aq try nk brubah, tpy xleyh... Aq xleyh nk cntrll maah aq ny.. Kdang2 2 aq angn cmpai nk mntx ptos, tpy aq still cntroll... Aq xmaw ptos ngn dy.. Aq syg an dy.... Pew yg msty aq uart...aq dh xtaw nk ctew pew dh... Prngai aq mmang trok cgt2 kt dy... Sptowtnyer aq kna pham dy, pham stuasi dy... 
Aq msty uart ssuatu ngn prngai aq cblom cmuanyer trlmbat... Jgn biaq an psang brbuah 2 kly... Plzzz Ima, Cntroll k'mrhan ko 2...

p/s : nk brubah kmbli sprti dlu... Kpda cik abg, Sya an brubah sprti dlu... Sya syg an awk... Wlaupown sya sring maah2 awk, sya ttap syg awk.. Xpnah brkrang wlaupown ckit syg sya pda awk.... :'(

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Aga!Nn....

Ckaly ag kmi gdoh... Brtngkaq... Bkan ckaly ar tpy tiap2 ari kowt.. Aq pown xtaw... Skang ny Aq mkin nk angn.. Tncion kt bnda laen dy yg jdy mngsa... Aq bkan sngja kowt.. Aq tncion ngn stdy... Jdual trllu pdat.. Xdew lngsng nk rhat.. I NEED RESTTTT.... Ngan excment brtmbun2.. Nk jmpa mntor ag, test ag, quiz ag.. Uhh.... Pnatttttt....


       Tme aq pnat2 cm ny knyer dy nk bgi lynan yg elok.. Knnyer xtaw, aq dh pnat jgn ar dowk tnya bnda yg xmcok akl, maw xbengang aq... Cba bgi ayt rmantik ckit, maw cdap gk dngar..hehehe... Hmm, ariny gdoh ag.. Cbb dy xctew kt aq prob dy.. Bla tnya  bwu nk g taw.. Bla aq ckap cm 2, .dew kew ptowt dy ckap "dh g taw dew prob,ckop ar 2"... Perhhhhhh ayt, mmang cntk ar... Aq pew ag angn ar c2 bdan.. Dy xsdar2 ag aq ngn angin...


     Ahhh,,, lntak ar... Bkin pnas jew bla ,aq engt blek... Aq ckap ksar maw nk maah plak, mea tng dy 2 xpk ar plak.. Xpew2, psny aq pown xan kngsi prob aq... Biaq dy asew pew yg aq asew skang ny.... Ishhh, Bengang toi aq... Hmpeh... Angn dy jew yg dy taw.. Angn aq ny dy nk tauk new..???
Dlam lngkang, bnyak cntk.. Kta mtgok angn cpa yg lbeih dsyat... Tpy bla pk2 blek, mmang slah aq pown.. Pham2 ar dy ngah tncion ng prob dy an, so aq sptowtnyer bgi skngan.. 


    Alhmdllah ar, nseb dy slmat.. Xdew pew2 yg brlku... Aq taw, dy syg gler kt krta dy 2... Hmm..... Tpy aq xmaw nk mntx maaf.... Aq trsa ngn kta2 dy 2... Mybe dy xsngja kowt (nk cdap an aty cndri)... Aq nk ubh prngai aq ar.. Aq nk jdy an ubngan kmi mcm dlu blek.. Sntiasa hppening... Aq dh cba, tpy xleyh.. Aq trlmpau tncion cgt2 sem ny... Ya Allah, tlog ar hmbaMu ny...
Aq an try cmpai aq brjya ubh prngai aq ny... Aq msty cntrll bran aq ny... Yesss... U can do it.... Caiyokk.... Aja ftning... hehehe...


 p/s: sya mntx maaf.. Sya xdew niat pown nk uart awk cm 2... Sya arp awk pham ngn stuasi sya... Sya cyg an awk... Maaf ikhlas dri aty bkan dri mlot... :(

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

HaNg OuT!!

Dh lma gler aq xupdte blog trcnta aq ny (sjew uart bst)... Cian blog aq ny an2.. Ok blog, ariny aq an tlis an ksah aq, dy n my prend... Mcam mnrik jew ( xtrtrik pown)... Aq xsngka beb, dy leyh mcok c2 pla ngn mmbrz2 aq... Wow, i like it... Caye ah syang.. U ar the bst sweety...
                
                 Ari Ahad ari2 aq brcma2 mmbrz2 aq yg laen iaitu Aida, Myza n Yana kuar ngn si dy... Sbnarmyer dy ajk aq kuar, bb wndu ktanyer, so aq mlas ar nk kuaq cowg2 jlan cmpai kew dpan 2.. Atleast, aq ajk dyorg kuaq ngn aq bb dyorg pown nk kuar gk, g bly brang... Pew ag, aq pown offer ar kt dyorg.. Cpa xmaw, naek krta free, sip bjet..hehehe


                      ktaorg g karok beb kt cs.. Frst2 2 dy mcm xmaw nk nynyi an, mcm xsprting plak an... Aq mlas nk ckap pew, upp 2 u... Aq bly 2 lgu, aq nk nynyi nk ilang an tncion.. Mak ai, ckali dy yg kngker karok 2.. Abs dy lyan jwang.. Ciap g tmbah ag lgu.. Pning aq tgoj dy tme 2... Tpy lwak pown adew.. Hahaha... Cian kowt kt myza, Aida n Yana nk nynyi pown kna tggu cmpai harith abs nynyi... Cian bakkk anggg (bak kta Aida)....


             Ktaorg karok 17 lgu.. Bnyak 2... Xpdan ngn cok 2 dew test clclus, leyh ag aq ngn myza uart dont no.. Yg si Aida n Yana plak dew test Bel mlm 2... Tgok prngai kmi, still coOl (ty dpat rslut, nysal).. Lpas ktaorg abs jew karok cmpai cmua dh ilang sora, kmi antr Aida n Yana blek dlu, ps2 bwu nk g psar mlm.. D'cbb an cuaca ujn tme 2 kmi mrncang nk mcok dlam... Ckaly kna than ngn pkgard daa.... Pew ag brmla ar epsod soal jwab antra pkgard n Harith...


              "Assalammualaikum, nk hntar adk st" ... Harith brkta
                                "Mntak matrid kard".... Pakgard mmblas


Tggu bpak ag, trus ktaq c2 bdan aq doh... Dup dap dup dap jntung aq... Tgok beb kna ambk tndkan dsplin.... Dyorg yg laen leyh uart mka slmber bdak, aq ny dh spruh nk mty dh... Ckaly pakgard mea kt kmi mntx mtrik no aq n Ic Harith... xan nk mnglak an, So aq pown bgi ar... Nseb baek nma bpak aq ngn Harith cma, just almat jew yg laen... Pew ag trus Harith klentong pakgard 2...Mty2 kna tpu..Hahahaha


           After then, kmi kuar g psar mlm kt bdong... Noh, skan gler ah aq ngn Myza mmbli blah... Mcm2 kmi bly... Cmpai an mkn xabs.. 2 ar, tmak cgt.. An dh mmbzir + rugi... 2 ar ari yg bst aq kluar ngn dy cbb xdew sbrang gangguan an n dy fllow jew new kmi nk g....


p/s : Tq syang.. U allways make me appy bsde u... I love u So Much... tq 4 evrything sweety... =)


      

Saturday, March 5, 2011

No MoOd...

Hmm... Aq xdew MoOd gler2 ar qny.. Ntah ar, aq pown xtaw npew tba2 jew aq xdew moOd... Nk kta gdoh ngn s'dy, xpown kmi ok jew.. Ciap kuaq ag qny... Tpy..................


      Hmm,, Tme nk kuaq tdy bkan maen appy ag aq... Ciap plan nk mkn nu, nk mkn ny tpy hmpeh c2 pown xjdy.. Dy nk kna blek cpat, mk dy ajk g Tnjung Dwai... Aq dh ar xpuas ag kuaq ngn dy, dh sblan xjmpa dpat jmpa tme2 cm ny ar bnyak ngat alngan... Tpy nk uart cm new an, nma pown Ibu... New leyh mlwan... Ibu lbeh pnting.. K, aq pham...


          Xksah ar an nk blek cpat cm new ckaly pown an, tpy jgn ar kjan2 aq ha... Cowh cpat2... Aq asew mcm nk jew ckap kt dy, " g ar blek dlu"... Tpy xcmpai aty, ty dy mjok plak an... So, pndam jew ar jauh2 dlm aty.. Dy dew gk tnya aq nk mkn kfc kew ak , tpy aq ckap xpew ar, aq xmaw pdhal dlm aty nk gler2.. Aq dh kpunan kfc dh... Ngan peot aq ngah lapo... Bkan pew, dy an nk blek cpat, ty ngah mkn dy kjan2 aq ag.. Aq dh ar mkn lmbat...


          So, dlm krta aq trik mka 14 inci ar, dy pew prsan kowt.. Dy dowk tnya aq ok kew ak bnyak2 kly... Xan aq nk kta xok an, aq ckap jew ar  aq ok... Dowk mcg ngn dy pown dy still tnya aq ok kew ak.... Asew mcm nk naek angin jew ha, Nseb aq leyh sabo ag.. Dowk tnya bnyak2 kly... Aq xmaw dy kcil aty jew... Dh ar dlam krta dy dowk tnya aq, npew aq brbah skang ny.... Asyk nk maah dy jew...


    Bkan aq bnci dy, aq mmang cyg gler2 kt dy tpy kdang2 2 dy uart aq maah ha... Cian dy, trpksa than ngn prngai aq ny... Dy dowk mcg2 aq kta aq brbah, aq xbrbah.. Aq still mcm dlu... Aty n prsaan aq ttap pda dy.. Xtrpdam wlaupown s'inci ksh cyg aq kt dy... Serious aq ckap yg aq nk dy jew dlm idup aq.... CaiyoOk Ima, U can do it.. CaiyOok... Try jdy Ima yg dlu blek... Ima yg sntiasa brlmbut ngn dy...CaiyoOk Ima...